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Tears (Levi x Reader)

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"Levi...! I'm going to the outside world..."
"No! Don't you dare! Grab onto me, (Name)!"
"L-Levi...!"

The horrors of yesterday affected everyone. There was no joy. No happiness. No smiles. Eren wasn't fighting with Jean. Sasha wasn't eating. Hanji wasn't working on experiments. 

No, everyone was mourning. Mourning over (F/n) (L/n).

One man sat in his office chair, hands grabbing his hair as his head laid on the desk. She was gone. Her body was lost, not even a proper funeral could take place for the perky girl. Levi gave a frustrated sigh before throwing a paperweight at the door. It made a satisfying crack. He wasn't sure how he could possibly move on. Levi stood up and walked outside, passing cadets. Their faces matched his; Cold, sad, and hurt. They all were hurting badly from this.

When Levi got outside, he ran as fast as he could. As fast as his small legs could take him. Running, running, running until he arrived at the graveyard. When he got there, he went to one specific grave. It was the one that people had cared for the most; Flowers surrounded it, notes were placed on it, and even the occasional jewelry that the owner had. The name was carved in clearly:

(F/n) (L/n), the greatest mother to everyone and one of the best soldiers to have ever lived.

Levi went to his knees in front of it, looking at all the flowers and notes that had been placed. Everyone took (F/n) as a mother or a sister. Whatever she was to them, they adored her. From her bright smile to her kind nature, she was one-of-a-kind. And now Levi stared at her grave. "(F/n)... Why'd you do it?  You could've made it, you know. You could still be here with us..." Levi had started to tremble slightly before tears ran down his face.

"Dammit! Everything would've been fine if I saved you!" He shook as he sat on his heels. "Everyone misses you, (F/n)! They all loved you! You were the family thy never had! You were the light in everyone's day! You were brilliant and strong and caring..." By now, Levi was in pieces. His face was in his hands as he cried. He had never cried before. Ever. Not until now. "(F/n)... I-I don't know if you can hear me, or if you're even listening, but..."

"(F/n), you were with me ever since we were little. Underground. Alone. You fought with me, and always helped me even if I didn't want it. We joined the Survey Corps together as a team. Nothing would ever break us. An unbreakable bond..." Levi pulled out a necklace from his pocket. From it hung a (f/c) crystal, and on his own neck was one just like it. "(F-F/n), this necklace showed our ties to each other. I remember when you gave it to me, way back when."

"But now you won't be able to wear it with me... (F/n), if you're listening..." Levi took in a shaky breath. "I will never forgive myself for not telling you... Not telling you that I love you..." He was sobbing and didn't hear the footsteps of a person. That or he didn't care. "Levi... Who said that you wouldn't be able to...?" Levi lifted his face from his hands. That voice, the motherly voice that helped him sleep at night, the voice that made the cute laugh when he did something amusing...

"Levi, I'm not dead. Look at me, please." The short man stood up and spun around. (H/c) hair lightly blew behind her head, blood-stained. Her uniform was covered in red, and a bandage made of cloth wrapped around her head. "(F-F/n)...? Y-You're... Alive...?" The woman gave a sad smile and nodded before she was enveloped in a hug. (F/n) tightened her arms around Levi as he let tears fall. "I can't believe it... You're alive...!"

(F/n) ran a hand through his hair, trying to sooth him. "Y-Yeah. The MP's found me after the titan that had swallowed me had been killed. I had managed to get to the mouth and call for help..." Levi pulled back from (F/n) and held her hands. "I-I... I thought you were dead, (F/n)... Everyone has been so quiet..." (F/n) sighed before cracking a lopsided grin. "Well, why don't we fix that?" She intertwined her fingers with Levi's with one hand as he nodded, his tear stained cheeks now glowing. "Yes, let's."

"I will never die as long as I have you standing next to me, Levi. And if I do, I'll make sure you win every battle." 
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Oh muy gawd i luv this soooooo much thank you for this